Photography
East River Spirits
as my spirit drifts
The universe, in response to my unrelenting quest
The universe, in response to my unrelenting quest, revealed its true nature to me. Only that I cannot convey its perfection by any means, as it exists beyond the limitations of language, or any other form of expression. And it is this very impossibility that lies at the heart of every photograph and every piece of writing I have created since this unveiling. The chance to express even a momentary glimpse of that eternal, perfect realm is enough to fuel my soul through this life and into whatever may arise after.
Happy Fourth!
Quiet Moments
Corrupted Daydreams (Almost Perfect)
Corrupted Daydreams (Almost Perfect)
Distance
Where your focus goes, energy grows.
2024 Solar Eclipse Photographs from Crescent Street, Astoria, NY
Absence / Presence
I was once engulfed in the depths of absence. The piercing light returned my soul to presence. Yet every so often I catch a glimpse of the underground. The shadows remain to give form to the otherwise obscure nature of eternity. One cannot be known without the contrast of the other.
Winter in Astoria, Queens
traces of life. feet pacing.
from the weight of it all.
under tasks she finds only
confusion.
aimlessness uncovers
eternity
nowhere to go. but her feet
keep running.
Looming is the Loss of Luminous Lavender
Warmth
Warmth is a state of inner being: when what remains dark is no longer hidden, where the walls of fear crumble and armor of defense drops, to reveal an angle of my soul that is among the most representative facets of who I am at my truest.
Photographs taken in Queens, New York, recently added to the series Traces of Silence.
Only When Light is No More..
Only when light is no more does it drive out the darkness
Think Less, Feel More
The more time that passes from my studies at grad school, the more I am drawn to the simple. Not the theoretically complex simple, not the complex masking itself in veiled simplicity, just, simple. It was necessary to learn theory and history, to be so inside the ‘mind’ of it all, but I have become increasingly disinterested in making art that ‘challenges’ the medium or even makes the viewer think in any way. There are enough things in this world that make us think and keep us locked inside our well-furnished minds - what I find is an increasingly dwindling space of experiences that makes us FEEL. I hope for my photographs to make you feel something, maybe peace, something unexpected, maybe it enlivens a long forgotten cob-webbed memory, maybe something similar to what it conjures within myself, maybe nothing at all, maybe the sharp pain of apathy.
Anything to help you feel the fullness of what it means to be you, alive and breathing through those lungs - with your own thoughts and memories and ways of looking at the world; With your own unseen universe that I can only imagine how cavernous and wonderful it is. As Robert Frank so succinctly put, “when people look at my photographs, I want them to feel the way they do when they want to read a line of a poem twice.”
I am in the process of re-learning how to think less, and feel more.
A Quiet Fall
I make photographs that I hope carry a feeling, a feeling you may resonate or empathize with, whether it mirrors my own feelings or not. I see my photos as passing glimmers that offer a kind of fissure into my innerworkings. Of all seasons, my soul feels akin to fall most of all - it is quiet yet alive in all its vibrancy, it is dying and yet ever becoming, alive in a ceaseless state of transformation.
Confusion
Confusion: The Birthplace of Understanding
The Soul with Wings
Photo made 2023; Poem written 2016