Self-Portrait
I seek the underground in broad daylight
God winked at me as I crossed Madison Ave
Daydreaming for a glimmer of nighttime secrets
Poetry
Self-Portrait
I seek the underground in broad daylight
God winked at me as I crossed Madison Ave
Daydreaming for a glimmer of nighttime secrets
Live with your heart anointed in oil:
All that is shallow shall be repelled,
for only Truth’s depth can arrive
THE MORE LOVING ONE
by W.H. Auden
Looking up at the stars, I know quite well
That, for all they care, I can go to hell,
But on earth indifference is the least
We have to dread from man or beast.
How should we like it were stars to burn
With a passion for us we could not return?
If equal affection cannot be,
Let the more loving one be me.
Admirer as I think I am
Of stars that do not give a damn,
I cannot, now I see them, say
I missed one terribly all day.
Were all stars to disappear or die,
I should learn to look at an empty sky
And feel its total dark sublime,
Though this might take me a little time.
(From The Marginalian)
Walk to the edge of your mind,
Find the feeling of that edge -
Your feet teetering towards the teeming unknown,
The ground giving way to emptiness.
Now, JUMP.
Only those who have lost themselves completely
may hope to understand who they truly are.
This planetary playground,
A fable full of footnotes.
I stand watching a wildfire
In the crack of a sidewalk.
Eight moons encircled us in the night sky above
As I stood in the heart of a familiar forest.
Every pearl slowly revealed herself after the last,
Clear yet veiled by a familiar mystic design.
The radiance of a boiling star passed as she spoke,
“true wisdom lies beneath the illusion of distinctions.”
We awoke in the luminous shade of Crescent street,
I could not find the moon for she became me.
She Dreamed of Eight Moons (I and II), 2022, Limited Edition Lenticular
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Wed in love
But solo soul awareness
Is not enough
Nothing of man made reality is infallible.
Everything of the divine is perfect & complete.
To be everything is simple to understand.
To be nothing is simple to understand.
It is being human that puzzles me.
The Shape of The Moon (Self-Portrait, NYC, 2022)
She is vulnerable yet indestructible, resilient and soft, visible but hidden, shrouded in a luminous mystery of her own soul’s design. The moon lives alone in darkness yet loneliness nor fear overtake her. She journeyed through hidden worlds to find the all knowing light of love, and in the end she discovered that what she sought was in herself. The moon does not seek, but reveals, does not attach, but flows in the tides of her own gravity. So I took up the path to search for her light, only to feel her warm presence glowing from my soul.
(Published in Helix, Issue 06, 2022, Istanbul. View excerpts from this publication below and view the full virtual issue here)
Excerpts from Helix, Issue 06 (Left image is available for purchase as a print here)
Eight moons encircled us in the night sky above
As I stood in the heart of a familiar forest.
Every pearl slowly revealed herself after the last,
Clear yet veiled by a familiar mystic design.
The radiance of a boiling star passed as she spoke,
“true wisdom lies beneath the illusion of distinctions”.
We awoke in the luminous shade of Crescent street,
I could not find the moon for she became me.
From my newest series She Dreamed of Eight Moons (Purchase prints here)
Print available for purchase here
A crow landed onto a knot of loosely hanging wires,
his head cunningly in search of the mother.
Seeing no one, he darts into the tiny makeshift nest
tucked between an apartment window and rusted security bars.
The innocent white egg stands out against the thief’s black coat
as he flies through the twilight, noticeably conscious of his guilt.
The mother returns, still as a just-shattered heirloom
before collecting her pieces to race out in the direction of the crow.
Print available for purchase here
We shared a joint in the alley next to mine
It was late and there was a quiet breeze
I named him a star and he called me the moon
Never will I not believe
That love is found in little things